Yet I know everyone get scared and I become what I cant be.

It was a classic tune by OneRepublic back... few years back now.

Took me a while to figure out whats going on in the video, coz there is a LOT, and I mean HELL LOT going on.

Check it out. But this time, watch it FULL, with no interruptions and try to understand the concept behind it as always. =) just like you like the song becoz its saying titties and dickies.